MySelf

by: Diky Wahyudi Pangestu

 The blade of my persuasion
had gone blunt
and I had ran out
of ways of crafting words
to expressing
the feeling
and all that I could afford
was my knees
grazing the ground
my tears hoped not hit

my heart wept
for you had opted
for the silent treament
which had me going crazy

I too
acting upon an impulse
of insanity
reciprocated the silence
but now and then
I longed for you
but you had turned a blind eye

my days were cold
and I kept counting
hoping I will make it
through this MISSING YOU
yet my patience
wanted to quit

then you
being you
chose
to publicize our rift
and me
confining myself
just watched the show
hoping
praying
that temptation
would sway you back

love
stabbed your defiancy
led you back to me...